jutg

if we want to see a better day,
we'll find a way!
nobody can take away
the strength that we have!
-set it straight

a day to remember!

yesterday, on the 25th july,
my friends and i went out.
i was going to pay my fine at Outrum
but it was too early cos class ended around 11.
so my friends decided to accompany me there
cos they didnt want to go home early.

we took a bus to cityhall cos it was raining
and cos i needed to top up my ezlink card
but we ended up going to marina square.
we had breakfast/lunch at pizza hut.
hmmmm yum yumm!

after that we walked around and it was freezing.
i kept going to the toilet cos of the temperature.
we were freezing our asses off!
then around 2 plus,
we headed to cityhall mrt to catch a train to outrum.

i paid my fine and we walked back to the mrt station.
i had to go to the toilet again but couldnt find any at the mrt station
so i decided to walk around the area to find one
while my friends waited for me at the station.

i walked around and saw a "shopping center"
so i went in to look for a toilet.
after using the toilet, i got out of the "shopping center"
and made my way back to the mrt station.
i saw an mrt entrance nearby which wrote east/west line and nel line.
since it was raining i decided to take that route
thinking i could get through to outrum station faster.
i walked and walked and walked for a long time.
the place was quite deserted
and at one point of time, i found myself alone.
there wasnt any body else.
my friend called me and asked why i was taking a long time to get back.
i told her im coming and that im reaching cos
i saw an exit and thought it was the right one.
so i happily went up the escalator.

to my surprise, it wasnt the exit that i thought it was!
hahah I WAS LOST! i didnt know where i was.
i didnt want to go back underground
cos i'd probably lose my way again.
i panicked for a while and started walking again.
i was really lost so i called my friend.

Conversation [while i was walking to find the outrum station]
lydia:hello
me:ehhh lydia!! aku sesat!!! hahaha!!
lydia:huh? hahaha! mane kau?? kau sesat kat mane??
me:-_- aku tak tau aku kat mane! aku sesat! aku masok underpass abeh tembos tak tau mane!
lydia:hahahahah!ahahahahaha! siak ah kau! sabar sabar!

then lydia passed the phone to hanisah.
nisa:hello ahh kau sesat? hahahah!!
me:ak ahh laa! hahahaha.
nisa:hahahah! kat mane kau ni?!!?
me:aku tak tau laaa!
nisa:hahahahahahhah!!!
me:hahahahahha!
[and more hahaha-s]
me:EH!! EH!! KK AKU DAH TAU HAHAAHH!!!

we hung up.

i saw them from far.
they were laughing their heads off at me.
hahahahahah!!
i giggled so hard while walking that the people passing me thought i was mad.
hahahah! they laughed at me!
i was smilling and giggling so much!
i was a craaazyy girl in their eyes!
ccchiibbaii!!

i feel like a foreigner in my own country.
i feel stupid. hahahaha shut up.

5652

I LOVE THE WEATHER!!
its perfect.

ewd

im letting my love go,
cos its useless holding on to something or someone,
when i know its just not going to happen.
at least not to me.

iyg

those kids are laughing at me,
and i need some company.

sister

i have a very vain 10 yr old younger sister,
who spends her time infront of the mirror,
for hours and hours,
doing her stupid hair,
which irritates the hell out of me!

when did she grow up?
how come i missed it?

somehow rather,
i missed the old her.

rrf

i love,

hearts

i keep trying,
but i can't seem to reach your heart anymore.
so, i surrender.

DD

IM IN BIG FUCKIN' TROUBLE!
THE BIGGEST TROUBLE IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE.
HMMMMMMMMMM...