eddie

hello everyone.
nobody reads this anyway.
lol.

hmm let's see..
i've been staying home on weekends for the past...
1, 2, 3, 4 weeks!!
hmm one whole month!
new record.
i think i've saved about $20 plus,
if im not wrong.

since its the fasting month,
i've decided to save all my money
and when the fasting month ends,
it'd be hari raye.
so, money from savings + raya money=
ok la, can buy what i want good enough already.

i want to apply for a credit card,
so i can buy stuff online.
Singapore's things are quite boring
and the quality's not as good as i wished i'd be.

i cannot wait for school to end
and get my results.
i hope it'd be good cos i really want to go to higher nitec
so i can go to poly after that!

i want to get a job
and use that money to get car license.
or maybe bike license on the sly.
heheheheheheheheh evil thoughts!

ah about the job.
i need it to be a good one
so i can stick with it until i have the
requirements and certificates
to get a better and more stable job
and that would be the job i'll be doing till i retire.

recently i read a book which was called
"The Five People You Meet In Heaven" by Mitch Albom.
its really a nice book, anybody who's reading this,
you should read the book.
ita about this guy named Eddie, short for Edward.
he was killed while doing his job
and he went to different places
to meet 5 different person who made a difference in his life,
even though he didnt know some of them,
his life and death was connected to each of them.

and so the story goes on.
you have to read it yourself.
the book has a genuine power when you read it.

oh well, this is a very long entry
cos i have not written for a long time.

:)

thh

i think im living in my own existence.
nobody cares if im there or not.
wishful thinking?
maybe, maybe not.
who cares,
its not like im some big fuck out there.
im not one to be remembered.
i'll say, im a shadow.
creeping around,
through the cracks.
im better off on my own.