Thursday, September 25, 2008

just as i was about to give up.
how am i suppose to let go?
you keep pulling me back.
i thought you had forgotten about me.
hmm, i dunno.

i know deep down,
i miss you like crazy,
but its taking a toll on me.
i cared too much,
i waited too long,
i've done all i could to make you see.
you're not showing signs,
so i dunno.

I FUCKING DUNNOOOOO ANYMOREEE!
I GIVE UP!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

i dreamt about you a few days back,
we had a marriage contract
written in white and black.

my parents and your parents were in it together,
until you got another marriage proposal.

but in the end i think i got you,
eventhough i had to pay a price for that.
i swear if it all came true,
if i got you,
i wouldn't live this life in regret.