have you ever wondered what's it like having no money at all?
i literally have ZERO money left.
absolutely nothing.

ZILCH!

i really need to find a job.
i cant keep sitting at home all day long.
i need to get out of the house.
i am wasting too much time.
that amount of time can be put into good use,
and with that amount of time,
i could probably earn actual money.

school's over.
friends gone, almost forever.
i feel pathetic.
i am useless.
i don't have a backbone.
i am the ultimate negative thinker.
i am no queen.
i am no princess.

I'm like a beggar begging for shelter.
I'm worthless.

new year's approaching.
need to stick to my new year's resolution.
i'd be a better person,
a better friend,
a better family member.