G:how did you drift apart from him?
S:i dont know.
S:how do you think we drifted apart?

S:a while back, you asked me if i confessed to him.
S:i did confess to him.
S:i tightly packed up more than 5 years of fighting with myself, and just once, i mustered some courange, on April Fools Day.
S:believing that if it were destined, my sincerity would be understood, it seemed as if i risked everything.

G:so what happened?

S:i wasn't able to reach that person, my heart that is.
S:the really amazing thing was, after doing that, my heart completely emptied.
S:like the low tide receding.
S:i thought "so, its only to here".
S:the moment i let him go, i felt liberated.
S:like solving a math problem after working on it for a long time.
S:i felt refreshed.

G:and you weren't hurt?

S:because i did everything, without any regrets, it didnt hurt as much as i thought it would.
S:so you too should do everything so that you won't have any regrets.

i keep repeating a broken melody so i won't forget it.
there is something here that is more important than words.

in this strong wind, there's too much cause for forced laughter.
the fragments of my crooked dreams have been spread apart by the road.
even if we pretend to be cold towards each other,
i have no doubts,
i could sing any song.

so i hid the transparent melody in my heart so that i won't lose it.
back then, the morning sun fell as we were seperated.
the traveling clouds were beautiful that day.
when we parted we left behind the words "see you again"