G:how did you drift apart from him?
S:i dont know.
S:how do you think we drifted apart?

S:a while back, you asked me if i confessed to him.
S:i did confess to him.
S:i tightly packed up more than 5 years of fighting with myself, and just once, i mustered some courange, on April Fools Day.
S:believing that if it were destined, my sincerity would be understood, it seemed as if i risked everything.

G:so what happened?

S:i wasn't able to reach that person, my heart that is.
S:the really amazing thing was, after doing that, my heart completely emptied.
S:like the low tide receding.
S:i thought "so, its only to here".
S:the moment i let him go, i felt liberated.
S:like solving a math problem after working on it for a long time.
S:i felt refreshed.

G:and you weren't hurt?

S:because i did everything, without any regrets, it didnt hurt as much as i thought it would.
S:so you too should do everything so that you won't have any regrets.