i'm always the one who's giving others advise. i don't expect anything in return but sometimes its frustrating knowing that i can't share and be open about things that are going on in my life to those whom i share my advise with. i just don't have that kind of people in my life. everyone around me don't wanna listen, they just wanna be listened to. if everyone's like that, who can i open up to? my mind is overcrowded but my words don't spill. im like a blank piece of paper even if my brain's occupied with tons of things. im a walking timebomb. just a matter of time before i explode and without anyone to stop me or put me out.