i don't like to be alone.
i don't like keeping quiet
but i can't help it.

i wish for a job.
i wish i could be a useful person even for just a moment.
i wish for lots of things but they don't really come true.
so why wish in the first place?

wishes are for children.
i can't be one anymore.
i have to buck up man.
my life is like a dead line.
I am like a dead line.
it runs and runs but there's no heartbeat.

i'm waiting for someone to knock some sense into me.
now i talking nonsense.
arrggghhhh!

i could write all day long,
but thennnnn.
nevermind.

ok now im looking for jobs on the internet.
byebye